To protect and serve (EDITED)

I edited this text after I heard that I made people mad and upset.

I am Sorry about that...

I reached a point in life when I need to protect my own.
For weeks now I've felt that my son needs to be kept safer.
I dislike everything and anything that even looks like a threat.
I also hate the idea of leaving him alone. Even for a second...

I'm big enough to admit that I feel that I am even jealous for our baby's attention. :)

This was a Big problem this weekend. We suddenly had the other child here for a night.
After the bad moments I went through last weekend...
Hormones rushed and I felt like I should kill a mammoth with my bare hands to calm down... life is not easy when you have a kid to protect.

I want to give him a safe start and a calm home. I want to keep him healthy and happy. Small toys and rough games do Not fit into my idea of a safe start.

I want this safety for everyone in our family!

I've known our son for about 6 months now. I love Him. I feel that I'm allowed to keep Him safe.

I've talked about this with a lot of people but I guess they just don't remember how it is when you truly Love a child: you don't fxcking fxck up when it comes to safety issues!

So now we have much better safety plans for our house and home.
And the good thing is That I Feel Much Better about them :)

<3

Just like my half mute honey always says:"It's better when we can talk about it face to face." And then we just sit quietly for a while... and hold hands.

;)