I wrote the headline before I squatted with 120kg on my back.
It took a long time for me to get into the right zone. ... I mean it took more than 5min. And I needed the right song.
At first I just thought it would be ok to just set it down. To do ONE negative rep.
I can't live or lift like that!
"Oh. I'll just try it but I won't care if I don't make it.."
I took on the challenge. (Of course I used safety bars.)
And I did it.
3 slow reps. Not down to 90 degrees (the safety bars were just a bit too high) but close enough. (I got it on video)